it's been more than a year since my last post
so much has changed yet everything is still the same.
i feel like a part of me has died.
finding it hard to smile now when i am alone, i constantly need to find ways to distract myself
i thank god i have a job to at least divert some of my attention..

good news though, i am definitely better at dota now than i was a year ago

cheers to me

yay

or not

i stopped smiling again...